name = Cristina
Aspies_Teen_Chat_comments = To whoever reads this, My name is Cristina. I was born in a small village in the south of Italy called Giardini Naxos.
I've always found it difficult to make friends...I got bullied a lot during elementary but have managed to make a few close friends which I've had since kindy.
In 2007, my parents separated and that where I started hitting rock bottom...as year's progressed, it got worse! The worst part of this situation was that I had to leave Italy behind to come to Australia and live with my grandparents! They have been nothing but mean to us from the day we stepped into their door. We can't afford to move out, which sucks.
Anyway...I've still had issues with making friends, but managed To get two. In high school, they said that they no longer liked me and put every girl against me! I tried moving school, but nobody would talk to me. Last year, after my counsellor suggested it, I got tested for Aspergers and turns out I have it. I cried and screamed from the moment I found out. It made my life a whole lot worse...I've even tried killing myself a few times and this year I've started self harm. I REALLY HATE THIS AND NO LONGER WANT TO LIVE!
Aspies_Teen_Chat_comments = To whoever reads this, My name is Cristina. I was born in a small village in the south of Italy called Giardini Naxos.
I've always found it difficult to make friends...I got bullied a lot during elementary but have managed to make a few close friends which I've had since kindy.
In 2007, my parents separated and that where I started hitting rock bottom...as year's progressed, it got worse! The worst part of this situation was that I had to leave Italy behind to come to Australia and live with my grandparents! They have been nothing but mean to us from the day we stepped into their door. We can't afford to move out, which sucks.
Anyway...I've still had issues with making friends, but managed To get two. In high school, they said that they no longer liked me and put every girl against me! I tried moving school, but nobody would talk to me. Last year, after my counsellor suggested it, I got tested for Aspergers and turns out I have it. I cried and screamed from the moment I found out. It made my life a whole lot worse...I've even tried killing myself a few times and this year I've started self harm. I REALLY HATE THIS AND NO LONGER WANT TO LIVE!
Hi Cristina. I'm Beth. Don't try to kill yourself. Suicide is not the answer. I am sorry about what you had to go through. It's sounds rough. If you want to talk, you can talk to me at my email tftmntyutb@outlook.com. If you do Hangouts my email is tftmntyutb@gmail.com.
ReplyDeleteYou're telling me. We have been ostracised for thinking differently to neurotypicals and not obliging to their petty social constructs. Despite are obsessive ways autists are the chosen people!
ReplyDeleteWe are ostracised by the neurotypicals for not thinking as they do and conforming to their petty social constructs. Neurotypicals are the weird ones, there's just more of them! Nothing would get done without us, who do you think created like 80% of the vital technology we have to day, who do you think created spears in the stone age. Autists! Autists are the chosen people!
ReplyDeletechristina u dont want to end ur life because it will make your parents think that they didn't do a good job raising u
ReplyDeleteHi Cristina. I'm Ashley. I too struggle with suicidal thoughts sometimes. If you need to talk, feel free to email me at ashzig00@gmail.com.
ReplyDeleteHi Cristina,
ReplyDeleteI am sorry you are going through this. Being on the spectrum is hard for me too... but I have a number of strengths that wouldn't be possible if I didn't have it. For example, I can memorize vast amounts of information. My point is, as much as a curse aspergers can seem to be, it can also be a blessing. I have learned to accept it, and I'm sure you can develop talents nobody else has as well. Don't lose hope; there's a reason your here, you are going to do something great. ;)
Hi Cristina look I've been through the same thing and ill be your friend just shoot me an email when my stuff gets approved. never lose hope and never lose faith in your life cristina
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